Control and uncontrolled
PLAY.
The surreal, is that we stopped.
So, I found a new playground.
I hope, I will find the joy
and that you will join me someday.
Gift
Your heart was not strong enough to keep you alive.
I now have your gold flower neckless.
Around my neck.
It was a gift from your husband.
Seed.
But I remember growing up.
Perhaps this is my last connection to childhood.
Icebergs
It all begins with an idea that melts away.
Maybe you want to see the water that came from it?
I would not recommend drinking it though.
I am quite sure it is polluted.
Spine.
I can feel it in my bones. I know why you drank.
But the ghost of you will not define the shadows that I have.
Therefore, I need all the colours available in my life.
And some more wine, please.
Chance.
I had the opportunity.
But the fear of heights took me.
Cold sensation rushed down my spine.
To the knees.
DIZZINESS.
Thoughts, no words, and nervous laughter.
Addicted, I told you.
Aware in this situation.
The snobbish attitude is not attractive.
It was just convenient.
I am not even competitive.
But then we jumped.
Must have had a blackout.
A mouth of madness.
I will use and abuse your trust.
Maybe you never saw why I was there.
Am addicted, I told you so.
